Carolynne's Fame Academy Journal.
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(taken from BBC fame academy site)
Monday 18 August
Hey mum, Dad, Jaz & all you goodies!!
I was so exited to see you all on Sat night. You all looked
so lovely and I was dying to just run up to you all and
get a cuddle. I got your letter saying thanx for my msg
from Danielle, & I miss her too. I've been in such a
good mood up until Sat morning. I don't know what's going
on with me, my emotions are all over the place. Wednesday
was too much fun for me and even tho I messed up a little,
"Run To You" has been my favourite so far! After
watching Sat night back I can't believe how bad "Unbreak
My Heart" sounded.
That's been my worst ever performance so far. I couldn't
even answer Cat's question right because my shoe heel broke.
Can you believe that!! Didn't get the best response from
the judges as I'd hoped but it was my first positive comment
from Robin Gibb so at least I had that to be chuffed about.
I can't change my voice so I guess he either likes it or
he doesn't.
As for Richard I don't reckon he's ever gonna like me that
much.
I'm enjoying all the classes, even Kevin's! I'm missing
you all so much, you'd never believe it. Still not ready
to come home tho.
Can't help wondering wot the public think about me. Give
Nana, Kez, Nannie, Scott, Karen a big kiss from me. I miss
'em too! Thinking about you all the time but don't worry
about me.
Love you all so so so much, Caz XXX
Jess
Hiya Sweet Cheeks!
I was so glad to speak to you the other day. It's just
so nice to hear a familiar voice. Everyone in here is so
lovely but nothing compares to talking with my best mate.
Sometimes it's hard to let things go in here and say what
I want. Feels like the walls have ears. It's so strange.
I'm finding out just how emotional I really am. I've been
crying more than you and we both know that's saying something!
I can't wait to see you babe, but really hope it's not
my turn to come home yet. I'm thinking about ya all the
time. Please look after yourself and try not to get into
too much bother without me!
I'm missing you like crazy bird.
Don't have too much fun without me!
I love ya!
Caz
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Fran
Hiya babes! Lovely to see you & Nannie the other night.
You looked Brill.
I'm missing everyone so much but loving being here at the
same time.
I so hope everything's OK in the "outside world!"
I do worry & it's weird not having a clue what's going
on or what's being said... "Footballers wife!!"
Bl**dy typical eh??! Never mind, I found it quite funny.
Bet that gave you a giggle.
I keep telling 'em to give me my ripped jeans to wear but
they don't seem to agree! Ha!
Look after the rest of the goodies for me.
Miss and love ya!
Caz
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