Carolynne's Fame Academy Journal.
(taken from BBC fame academy site)
Monday 25th August
Mum, Dad, Jaz & All you Goodies!! X Well, I got my
first taste of being in the final 3. It wasn't nice at all.
Especially standing next to Simone who has become one of
my close friends through this and I love her very much.
Knowing one of us was going home was horrible.
I'm still here tho and I have promised myself I'm going
to make the most of my time and keep up good spirits. It's
so easy to dwell on being upset in here. Harder than you
can imagine 'coz all I wanted was a cuddle from you lot.
Instead we've all just got to remind ourselves why we're
in here & what's important and just get on with it.
I did have a bit of an upset week this week but I'm not
going to let it get to me, I'm just going to concentrate
on making sure my performance on Sat is as good as it can
be but I'm not going to start worrying about how many people
aren't voting for me and just make sure that I don't let
down the people who are. I know that's what you guys would
say to me so that's what I keep telling myself. I loved
seeing you all on Sat, say hi to everyone for me and tell
them thank you so much for coming. I hope they all enjoyed
it. It's much better in here now we don't perform on Weds
- at least we have more time to prepare.
Anyway...Fun news!! Me and Louise went to the 'Tomb Raider'
Premiere. I couldn't believe how many people there wished
us good luck. It was amazing! I had some lovely cards from
people also. I love reading them, I always read them again
every time I start feeling a little down. It really does
cheer me up loads.
Mike Lucas, you said you always read my journal, so if
you're reading this now, thank you so much for all your
encouragement, it means the world to me! X
Anyway, mum & Dad, don't worry about me, yeah, I'm
missing you all but ain't ready to come home yet. Tell everyone
thank you for all their support but please keep things going
for me. Love you all to the sky and back! Ps - Don't worry,
I'm not cutting my hair!!xx
Caz x
Jaz Hey babes! Good speaking to you the other day. I'm
glad you're ok. Can't believe you wound me up about dad
bumping my car, ya had me going for a minute there! Look
after the two oldies wont ya! Give the kitten a kiss from
me. Love you so much little sis! Xxx
Kez - Thank you for coming this week, it was lovely to
see you. Give Karen and Scott a big kiss & hug from
me, love you all.
Fran - Hope you're still watching crazy bird! Well, bottom
3 wasn't nice, I better step up my game so I'm not there
again. You and Jesse better get on the case for me eh?!!
I'll pay ya in melted chocolate when I'm home! ha ha! I'm
struggling with the no chocolate rule in here, it's a killer!
Miss ya babes but don't wanna be home too soon. Big kiss
& hug to Nannie x
Love ya Caz x
Jess Hey Piky! Hope you're still writing that diary for
me, can't have forgotten anything. Thinking about ya millions.
Hope ya know we've got some serious partying to do when
we meet up! Lots of FUN!!!
Need the votes this week or I could be on my way out and
I'm not ready for home yet so help me with my mission won't
ya!
Love & miss you too much
Caz x
Lee Cannon - Hey you! Hope everything's ok and I'm not
letting you down. Thanx for coming sweetheart! X
Alice Love you babes. It's always so good seeing ya! Miss
ya too!!
