Monday
01/09/03
ANYONE WHO READS THIS!!
Thank you so much to everyone who voted for me! I worked
really hard last week not to be in the bottom three again.
I don't want to go home yet! I'm having a wicked time here.
I'm missing my family and friends but seeing them at the
show and seeing how happy they are to watch me on the stage
makes it all worthwhile.
I loved my song last week (Underneath Your Clothes). I
wasn't too bothered that Richard Park didn't like it, he's
not going to like everything, is he? The other judges were
really nice and I'm so pleased Robin Gibb liked it this
time too. I just hope I can do enough to stay out of the
bottom three next week too. I find it really hard to get
my head round the fact that people are actually picking
up the phone to vote for me. It's unbelievable!
I love reading all your lovely letters, please keep them
coming, I stick as many on my wall as I can. Anytime I'm
feeling down I always read them again. If anyone can get
a message to Louise, please tell her I miss her loads already
and I love her millions!
Alice - hiya babes!! Good to see you again this week. You
looked lovely! If you get the chance to contact Mikey for
me, let him know I'm wishing him all the best of luck for
everything and I'll be thinking about him. I wish I could
be there to see him sing, he's a little star. Anyway babes,
big kiss, love ya loads!! Me!xx
Mum, Dad, Jaz and all you Goodies - Hiya you lot. Still
missing you all like crazy. I can't believe I haven't had
a hug or spoken properly in six weeks. Hopefully it will
all be worth it.
I'm going to work really hard on the song this week. Don't
worry about me getting upset all the time. I'm finding out
a lot about myself, such as I'm extremely emotional. But
I'm fine honestly! It's just sometimes a bit much to take
in. Hope you got to meet Louise, she's lovely and became
one of my best friends in here. I know we'll continue to
be friends from now on and I miss her loads already. Give
my love to everyone. Miss you most Mum, Dad, Jaz. You really
are so special to me and I love you to the sky and back.
See you at the show. Love u Caz xxx
Jess - Now then bird! I got your letter the other day,
the one you wrote on the train home. Ta babes, it really
cheered me up. Tell Emma Johnson I got her letter also,
and say thanx for the teddy! Can't wait to get out on the
town with ya. Promise I won't puke on your carpet though.
Tell Fran I'm missing her too. Big night in with the melted
chocolate too! Love and miss ya so much babyface! Keep it
up with that diary, get down everything, miss nothing. I've
gotta catch up. Love ya! Me x
Suzi Robertson - Thank you so much for your lovely letter.
It did cheer me up and it's on my pinboard. I know it's
hard missing people and I understand about families being
apart. Keep remembering that they're only a thought away
and I'm sure they're very proud of you and think of you
always. Thanks again babe. Your support means the world.
Love Carolynne
