Next Journal..
Monday 15th September
Mum, Dad, Jaz
Missing you all like you wouldn't believe! Really felt not
having my phone calls this week, hope all you guys are OK.
Big kisses to everyone, nana, Kez, Scott, Richard, Karen,
tell 'em thank you for coming. Gonnna work real hard this
week to stay again. Only two more shows until the final!
Reckon I can make it d'ya??? Ya never know!! Hope so. Sorry
about the phone bill but keep it going I'll give ya the
money back. Funny, you would have thought your bill would
be hardly anything with me not there. Thank you tho, I know
I don't have to tell you all how much it means to me and
how much I love you. See ya next week & keep them letters
coming! Love you!!
Jemma
Hey crazy bird! Got your letter! It cheered me up no end
to hear that you're coming home. I'm over the moon that
I'm going to get my little mate back! Hope you know we've
got some catching up to do! Call ya soon as I can babe.
Love ya millions, take care xxx
Jess
Miss you pika! Close shave tho this week eh?? Still getting
my head round being in the final 5. You better be looking
after yourself young lady!! I mean that, and don't go getting
yourself a new little mate while I'm locked up! Love you
baby face! See ya soon! xxx Tell Lucy Jo thanx for coming!
Fran
Hope you're behaving! Big kiss to Nannie & Jon too.
Get on the case for me bird. Trying my hardest to make it
to the end. Fingers crossed. Love ya! Me x
Alice
Where were you this week!? I miss ya not being there. Hope
you're OK, no more boyfriend traumas this week I hope. Love
ya, take care xx
Lucy Jo
So good to see ya babes. You looked fab. Catch up as soon
as I can. Love ya!
Hi Everyone!!
Thank you once again for all your support. It means the
world to me being in the final 5. I know I keep going on
about it but I really do mean it when I say thank you because
this is my dream!! Well, another good comment from Richard
Park! How wicked is that! Glad he isn't being negative about
me anymore, it really made my week last week when he was
nice! Oh well... bottom three again. Never mind. Thought
I was a gonner when I saw I was stood next to Paris &
Peter. I thought they were both excellent. So glad to still
be here tho, I've said thank you a million times to the
other students, just hope I can manage to get things right
for next week. Going to put extra effort in this week and
make sure I can nail the song I get. Fingers crossed!! Hope
I'm still here next week!
Thank you everyone for all my letters. Anyone who knows
me knows how much I love reading mail. Especially in here.
Can't help feeling like I'm missing out on what everyone's
doing back home. Thank you for all the encouraging letters
from people who haven't met me personally. It's lovely to
hear what you think & I always read them... Over &
over. All the pictures are wicked too, wish I could draw!
Thank you so much also for the lovely prezzies I've been
sent. The hats are a major favourite! Got my mail and phone
calls taken off me this week. Me & Alex were punished
for whispering and talking in code... a bit harsh I thought.
We were just being girlies! They even took the mail off
us which we had already been given. That really upset me
but I've got it back now. Can't wait for my phone call.
I'm dying to speak to my mum, dad & sis. If you're reading
this, maybe you could ask them to give me one soon. I'm
missing you all like crazy and would love to hear you all
in the same room! I'm missing Paris already. He and Alex
were the two I was closest to so not having him around makes
a huge difference. He's a super star tho and is brilliant
at everything! I know I'll catch up with him again in the
future coz he's one of the loveliest guys I've ever met
and was a lovely friend to me in here! If you're reading
this Paris, all the best babe, see ya soon... And remember,
if I don't like that boyfriend you picked me then you owe
me 100 quid!! He he!
I got to sing with Daniel Bedingfield this week. I was
sooo nervous. He's a wicked singer who knows exactly what
he wants and how he wants it done. I didn't want to disappoint
him or ruin his lovely song but I did feel the pressure
on the day. Dreading watching it back coz I know the high
note on the end was a real killer. No excuse I know, but
I really could not hear a thing when the crowd started screaming.
Wot a buz tho. No like you get an opportunity like that
everyday is it. How lucky am I!! Cheers Daniel!
